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I lay in bed tonight,
Trying my best to go to sleep,
But I can’t sleep.
I close my eyes,
And count the sheep,
But nothing works.
Tonight,
I feel sicker than normal.

I feel old,
Worn-out,
Used up to my limit.
But why do I feel this way?
I’m only thirty-four years old,
I’m not old enough for this feeling.

I let out a small cough,
Breathing weakly as the dizziness invades my brain.
It’s been like this for almost two years now,
The coughing and dizziness,
The inability to do the most simple of tasks,
The inability to do anything.
That’s how it’s been,
For the past two years,
Ever since I’d been diagnosed with Leukemia.

The feelings at night were always the same,
Headaches, dizziness, coughing,
The works,
But tonight feels different.
It’s weird.
I feel worse,
But I feel better.
I feel like I’m floating,
But I feel like I’m sinking.

I feel so weird,
Then I feel as if someone is taking my hand.
I know no one is there,
But my hand is being held.
I feel something pulling me upward,
And there’s a little light,
And then I realize,
That this is it.

I start to panic.
What about Robyn?
Who’s gonna take care of her?
Her daddy’s gone,
And now her mommy’s going, too?
No!
I won’t let this happen to her!
I can’t leave her behind!
Robyn.
She’ll be a teenager soon,
Worrying about pimples, drivers’ licenses,
Boys.
I smile when I think of her finding someone of her own.
Robyn,
Did I love you enough?
Did I leave you everything you needed?
Do you know,
How much I’m going to miss you?
I love you,
My baby,
My little bird,
My little Robyn.

As I am brought closer to the light,
I see a figure in front of me,
Waiting for me.
I peer through the brightness,
And I smile as I recognize her.
She smiles back.

The hand holding mine pulls me closer,
And my smile widens at that person.
He smiles too and kisses my cheek gently.
“I love you,” he whispers.

My heart flutters,
And I whisper back,
“I love you, too.”

A small chortle is heard,
And I turn back to Canon.
She is smiling warmly,
Despite the bandages over her eye,
And on her left stump of an arm.
She laughs again.
“I always knew you two were going to get together.”

I blush,
And she laughs.
She holds out her hand to me,
And I shrink back slightly.

“Don’t worry, Lee,”
says Kyle gently,
“She’ll be alright.
You left her plenty of good guardians.”

I relax,
Nodding at him.
Canon straightens out her arm toward me again,
And she says softly,
“Come on, Lee. It’s time to go Home.”

I smile back and take her hand.
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For my Transformers OC Leanna Kindl (Profile: [link]).
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~Decepticon9000 Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
I love it!!! <3
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~Ravens-of-Rome Jan 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! ^^
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